love the little high feeling after alcohol. the without restrain or any constraints in anything I do, no nid to consider this or tat . but .. secrets leak out from me .. fk ... for those who still following the blog. Im telling u, I still like you after so so so long... if only I'm not in the army right now. if only, den I b going after u right now.
Now isn't the right time yet ..
PS: dun ask me when I'm sober. u can try when im drunk

AWOL : absence without official leave. Getting a little sick of the army lifestyle I'm having now. Go in, follow the orders, do what they wanna you to do, when they fuck you for no reason just suck it up, they say that's good for you . easier said than done, especially after the long long weekend when u're back to the old good civilian lifestyle.
The criteria to become a commander is unknown to you, all they tell u is that there is alot of assignments , you nidda excel in almost everything. when you are shag, the more you nidda tink?
Been only 2months in the service, and there is more to come. i wan to get out of this place .. I'm tired .