Few days before n i m fretting over whether to continue with mindsports-ichess. N the reason being i wanted to secure a A grade * in cca so tat the piece of paper could look good to when i get into Uni. N i wanna to be perfect in terms of academic n cca just becox of a simple factor 3.8 gpa for 3 module which onli one is related to my c.e course de. So gettin myself realli tensed-up cox i fear tat i dun realli hav the capability to get tat kind of marks. =(. i know i been giving myself stress but it just seems tat i could not convince myself to chill. The first time after i stopped dnt tat i been giving myself so much of stress- way more than i could take.
* A is actually a middle grade, top grade is dinstinction den A with merit. but it is already good enuf in my heart.
N so, a busy schedule ahead makes me re-consider to continue the mentally-intensive mindsports. The reason y mindsports seems tempting is becox of the cca pt tat it offers when u get into a competition. but if u take up cca, u nnid to spent more time tat could be spent on study.
Yet today, i found out tat the cca system for 09/10 has changed. No longer participation could secure u a nice grade. new system guideline not out. but from the web, it says tat everday grade has its minimum requirements in terms of leadership, achievement, community services, enrichment....... which solely participation wun gt me a acceptable grade.
So, instead of getting to a cca which u have to drag ur feet everytime just for making things perfect, do sth tat i would happily go n have fun. Let the others till nature or god to decide whether i hav achieve something good for cca. Since purpose of having a cca is to like ensuring tat u hav a balance in study n play. NOt too become sth tat u have to dread. if not rather dun get a cca.
So tis applies to every other matters, let nature take its own course. Giv the best shot but in the mean while enjoy the proccess. Dun stress too much by go for mission impossible in life. Life isnt just about achieving goals, it is about being a better person in terms of enriching yourself in every areas.
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Monday, November 2, 2009
