A lot has happened since i last came here.

Many recent events that made me really sick & tired of continuing e path i m taking. Stress level in school has caused me to become very emotional. Felt very very lonely in all aspects. Start to agree on what many people has told me in different point of my life. There are signals as early as previous year, it is just that i refused to see it as e bad sign. It is just that i m too stubborn to recognize its presence.

A lonely warrior in e battlefield. Living in people's expectation, living without support from comrades, living without a purpose in life. Being the good guy isnt that good after all. People take advantage of them.... They are e most stupid grp of ppl in e world.

Thinking causes more thinking to be done. when u think too much,u have no options left, so you have to think of new options. This is a VICIOUS cycle.

Lost e passion to go forward. I nid a break, a break from sku, a break from life. unsure of what is to be done in e future. I guess i need to find a purpose in my life.