Shall blog before heading back to camp.
 In life, there are ups and downs, and now im at the down period when im can feel the fatigue spreading through the whole of my body. Single session of guard duty had me down for some many days and yet i cant take the time to really rest my body. And thats the army for you. The thoughts of why m i here serving the army came back to me, i thought i have accepted and overcome this mentality.. Its gonna be a heavy week with all the high key events and in 2 wks to come it b the worst nightmare ( 24km route march ). 
 Selected for armour recce interview, hoping my best not to get in though. Really tired of serving combat unit in the army even though it is only the 5th month, the true journey hasnt started. The light at the end of the tunnel seems further and further away. Remembered myself saying that my army experience have 2 major feelings : 1. No choice but forced to serve. 2. It made me cherish many things that i took for granted in the past.
 What will i achieve at the end of this 2 years ? I dont know. I dont know.